<3 Jessica

2008-12-31T09:47:00.002+08:00

my bluetooth cant connect.. i dunno why ):
anyway, i got back my MST results..
SDT i got 66/100.. well still ok la.. at least i passed XD
WLPG i got 77/100... it was an easy paper.. lols.

currently rushing Flash assignment... due in a week..
ystd mum thought i was playing some game or doing some own stuff when i am actually doing my Flash assignment.. ._.
i am proud of myself.. for getting to where i am for my assignment..
i started from scratch!
but i still got many things to do ):
i have to figure them out...
i suppose i enjoy doing it cos it is handling with photoshop and the topic i am doing about is on NEWS!!!!
hohohohohoho!!!!!!!

just looking at them makes my day;
unlike someone :X

sorry lo.. dun like jiu shi dun like..
i am such a person..
somemore that person is soooo unglam..
more and more cannot stand the look..

oh well.
back to looking at NEWS!!!!!!

2008-12-28T21:50:00.002+08:00

school is starting tomorrow!! ):
sad sad sad.. ):

haiz..
need rush DEUI oso le.
well i hope it will be a nice process..
since i am doing on NEWS..
(:

yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3 yamapi <3

cant stop loving you~

2008-12-26T23:18:00.003+08:00

in a few days time, school is gonna start again..
and i still havent started on my Flash assignment..
next 2 weeks will be chionging like mad.
yaya i could have started early..
haiz.

tomorrow going out with cousindears(:
hope it will be fun..

i need determination ):

2008-12-25T21:22:00.016+08:00

after a 6hrs flight delay...

I AM BACK!!!
hoho..
yupp that's right..
i encountered my firest ever FLIGHT DELAY!
somemore 6hrs -.-
i was stuck in HongKong international Airport for 6hrs!

well the whole trip was fairly well, i suppose.
but the tour guide isnt very good..
starting, he says he will be speaking in mandarin, since his english isnt very good.
end up, he speaks lots and lots of Cantonese, which i dun understand -.-
then he talks nonsense oso..still ask us go gamble and try our luck.. rubbish sia.

up up in the sky..

me and bro

first night, we went to The Peak.
and went to Madame Tussad's Wax Museum.
well, it looks cool and scary at the same time..
i think cos i watch "House of Wax" which makes me freak out when i saw those was figures .
well some dun really look like though.. LOL

i think this is suppose to be Jay Chou..
well i dun see a resemblance =/
perhaps the hair?
dunno. lols

hahaha HITLER!!!
(to lizheng: i saw your husband leh!! XD)

finally...hong kong disneyland!

i saw many many Mickey Mouse (:

Dale from Chip and Dale.

Dale; Me; Chip;
Dale is de one with red nose and 2 tooth.
Chip is de one with black nose and 1 tooth.

Christmas Mickey and Minnie.

Christmas Donald.

Mickey Mouse Christmas House (:

Mickey's Kitchen

Mickey's Fridge

my family with Mickey

night view of the Sleeping Beauty Castle

FireWorks (:

Daisy and Donald

Mickey and Minnie

even their rubbish bins are so cute.
different sections have different designs..
it applies to the toilets too.. lols >.<
STITCH

Hotel Carpet

Pluto

me with my dear (:

byebye disneyland ):

while stoning at hongkong international airport...

Home Sweet Home(:

:

2008-12-22T09:34:00.001+08:00

:: in hong kong::

wahahahaah!!
i am in hongkong now!!
haha using the hotel's computer since there isnt anyone using it..
hahahha..
the past 2 days were fun.. weather was still ok..
many many shopping (:
ii saw sooo many hello kitty stufff and pinky stufff...
all so nice..
(:

2008-12-20T00:41:00.001+08:00

hoho
in 6hrs time i will be on my plane to hongkong (:

dun miss me guys.. hahah.

i think i better get some sleep now..
gonna wake up at 3am..
cos we leaving house at 4am..
and i am kinda hungry now -.-

hoho..
cya all on the 24th!

merry christmas in advance :D

2008-12-19T15:23:00.001+08:00

hongkong hongkong here i come~
disneyland!
shopping!
woohooo~

flight is at 650am..
i will be back on 24th dec 1150 pm..
just in time for christmas.. LOL!

i will miss miss my dear yamapi~ ):

2008-12-18T00:06:00.001+08:00

haha i realised i havent post these photos..
taken on MST week (:

i look retarded -.-

2008-12-17T22:38:00.002+08:00

stupid.
i dun noe why it is that my maple client doesnt patch nicely.
keep got error.
and i dun noe how to fix it..
so i decided to redownload the whole client.. AGAIN!
):
oh well, at least now i got my DS with my n5 (:
so many games..
dunno should start with what.
and guess wad.
i woke up at 845am this morning..
cos got ppl coming to clean the house.
and plus maple was having de server check thingy till 4pm.
so i was practically playing my DS for like.. 5 or 6 hours?
=/
and when i lied on my bed, i fell asleep almost immediately.
really tired.
i woke up around 720pm?
lols.
de whole house was totally pitch dark, only my elder bro room's lights were on.
so i dragged myself out of the bed and went for a shower to refresh myself.
dinner was at 745pm..

tml i am going to watch twilight with cousindear (:

2008-12-17T00:21:00.002+08:00

HOHO!
i finally got my r4!
or rather mine is called n5 cos it can support up to 8gb memory stick rather den r4 supporting max 2gb.
(:
thx cousindear for accompanying me to get it..
haha
got a similar shirt with her at bugis.
she got her sandals.
today's shopping was really fast..
we got everything done in a short period of time.
i wanted to get a new stylus for my DS.. cos mine is quite loose already.
i was thinking of getting those that i can tied it to the console.
but i decided to do some D.I.Y for that (:
i think tml den do ba..
really dead beat now..

thanks to best flen i missed my 9pm show!!!
{i sweared i am so gonna posst this here!}

2008-12-16T00:58:00.002+08:00

my mood is so ruined.
i am supposed to meet best flen to get my DS games for my r4.
yet now, my r4 isnt ready yet -.-
and i wasnt notified of it.
if it is impossible to get it by my requested date, den at least let me know.
or if there is a change in plans, i would expect a notification.
yet, nothing was made known to me.

i am really moodless.
i was all so excited about it, u can try asking yanling.
i am considering if i should continue waiting..
or cancel my order.
if it isn't cos singapore sell so ex, i would have gotten it a long long time ago.

it really defeats the purpose of getting a r4 already.
maybe i should just get a refund.
cos i am so so paiseh about rushing things.
see tml how.. i dun even know what i should do..
no r4 = no need get games from yanling.
haiz -.-

2008-12-14T15:03:00.001+08:00

i am shedding skin!
lols.
only my back.. near de neck area..
my shoulders are still fine.
and it doesnt hurts anymore (:

2008-12-12T18:48:00.002+08:00

finally handed in JSPG..
although not finished, but we tried our best ):

and guess wad.
enqi saw a pervert at SP girl's toilet..
the one above fc4.
the pervert was peeping into the toilet (perhaps checking if anyone is there)
then enqi saw him, and he closed the door..
den when enqi went into the cubicle, he went into the one next to hers!! >.<
so she faster run away lo..
then later me n lizheng went to the same toilet..
i saw one cubicle occupied, so i went to the other..
then lizheng took the one next to the occupied one.
then when she came out, she say she saw a guy !!! and she went out to see properly..
then i faster chase out, and i only saw de back view..
and it really looks like a guy..
unless is a girl who dresses up like a guy -.- a uncle-like one somemore.
so scary.
so girls be careful when u go to the toilet. no matter at what places.. be vigilant.

if let me catch that pervert, i swear i am so gonna whack him.
and also,
girls; please dun dress yourselves until like a guy..
at least not till you look like some weird perverted uncles -.-

2008-12-11T20:29:00.001+08:00

i m so lazy to update >.<
tml going sch to finish up JSPG.

dun ask me where we do till le..

cousindear is going genting tml..
hope she have fun therr (:

i m having a headache now -.-

2008-12-09T23:40:00.001+08:00

woohoo.
went sentosa today
and i have became a lobster..
a roasted one =/
shall post the photos another day..
got to go slp le..
tml ned wake up early ):

2008-12-09T00:22:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY CHENLIZHENGGGGG!!!

XD
gonna meet her in about 10 hrs time (:
woohoo..
and enqi tooo (:

hope it wont rain ):

2008-12-08T18:33:00.001+08:00

haha enqi showed me this

haha funny..

new blogskin (:

2008-12-08T15:56:00.003+08:00

hoowooo!
new blogskin !!
haha..
nothing to do..
actually i got to do JSPG...
BUT!
lazy =x

i am waiting for my friend to come~
lols..

ystd watched Bolt with cousindear and lilBro..
haha de hamster is so so so cute!
and so is BOLT!
haha..
"Bolt zoomzoom "(:

Bolt's collar

Name's Rhino

2008-12-07T23:40:00.002+08:00

i am going hongkong in 2 weeks time (:
sadly i am going to miss my 9pm drama for 3 days.. lols!

friday went chinatown to take photos..
was quite a fruitful one, i would say..
i almost have enough to hand in for the next assignment..
but i still wanna get some from hongkong (:
and guess wad, we ended up going sentosa again!haha
since cousindear brought her Canon Eos 450D, why not?
haha.
and i tell u, it is really fun using digital SLR.
i also feel like having one for myself le lo.. >.<
and i am so broke lo ):

tues i am going sentosa again (:
with my lovely girls (:

2008-12-05T10:07:00.002+08:00

yay finally it'a over!
but still got jspg assignment due-ing next fri..
and still got DEUI assignment 2 which is due in january.. but i think we are suppose to do a bit on our first..haiz;

i am going chinatown later with cousin x3
going to take photos; walk around..
lols.. can see her dslr later le.. lols.

i realised i have been quite happy without worries the past month..
especially since i left that place..
and i dont get emotional about those kind of things.. u know what i mean =/ ;
my head now is filled with school, play, holiday, photographing.
relationship can wait, i suppose;
when it's time, it will come;
(:

2008-12-03T21:35:00.002+08:00

tml last paper.
dunno should be happy or sad.
cos i think i wont be doing well for the papers. =/

haiz.

i dont know how to say;
just... blank;

2008-12-02T17:18:00.001+08:00

one word.

BUANG!

to be continued

2008-12-01T01:26:00.002+08:00

being really sleepy and tired recently..
aint feeling well either..
and i got 2 papers on tues; 1 on thurs.
and i havent started studying.
tell me how. how?

tml i shall chiong study WPLG..
and hopefully do a bit more on the assignment..
if not, haiz.. just leave it as it is?

went shopping with family just now..
bought my long coat... finally!!
got it from esprit..
and got another top from there too..

so many things happen..
really sucky..
why so superstitious?
-.-

i am a stubborn person.
indeed i am.

2008-11-27T13:23:00.002+08:00

ystd went orchard with cousin.
watched "Sing to the dawn" and "Madagascar 2";
during "Sing to the dawn" we saw a really cute guy. >.<
he was with a group of kids.. probably some organization or wad;
he is super cute i swear;
both of us keep looking at him XD
then after the movie, he was at the lift there with the kids..
haha then i told her should have asked for his number. XD
both movies were nice; haha

there is no point already;
it has already been such a long time;
dont try to act nice with me;
i am so irritated already;
find someone else to play your games;
i have already placed my barrier against you;
admit it when you have done it;
we will be even madder when we found out what you are hiding;
is it so fun making fun of people;
if you dare to make fun of others, then dont blackface when others make fun of you;
怕给人家玩。就不要玩人家;

exams is next week;
holidays is after next week;
still got to rush the remaining assignments;
this isnt a semester to slack;

2008-11-26T09:43:00.004+08:00

reply to to yanling's tag >.<
" wad's with the " ".. u dun need to be so worked up de ma.. it isnt that need to be really crazy over 1 idol only wad.. somemore things have changed oso le ma

2008-11-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

hohohoho

tml going movie with cousin again (:

hehe

i wish NEWS will come sg ):

2008-11-25T13:54:00.002+08:00

who lives in a pineapple under the TREE!?!?!

lols.
a slip of her tongue and this became the joke of the day. haha XD
funny lizheng

and stupid JSPG is extended to 12th dec!
sheesh make us so tired rushing it.. ):
well at least now can sleep earlier le..

and enqi is peeping into my screen sayin "woooooooooo wow" now
>.>

haha i enjoyed having lizheng, enqi & precious with me (:

2008-11-24T22:39:00.002+08:00

i am so so tired ):
at least aircon is working agian (:

jspg jspg jspg -.-

i am sorry but i am just so stubborn.
i dun hate someone for no reason.
so if i really hate you, means you really done something that irritate me soooooo much..

so weird ... so very weird....

2008-11-23T01:13:00.002+08:00

went to watch "Beverly hills chihuahua" today with deary cousins (:
very funny show, esp poppy.. LOL
"the sun will never be warm anymore"
"she is the love of my life"
lols real cute.
recently there are a lot of movies regarding animals.. more coming out also..
i wonder why.. lols

went for suki sushi before movie.. i think i saw my ex sec sch classmate.. haha but i didnt went up to call her..
went to take neoprint also (:

this is my fav shot x33

we look crazy LOL >.<

and and and..
i finally scanned my NEWS-color album !!!! >.<"
hehe yamapi loves

-drools-
i still like him in his straight hair though..
however, yamapi is my love forever XD

ps didnt post the rest of NEWS cos i am really tired >.<
off to bed

-3rd day without aircon- ):

2008-11-22T00:29:00.002+08:00

meow~ >.<

assignments are ):

jessica is sad tired stressed sick worried sleepy broke -beautiful- LOL

tml i going grandma hse.. cos is her bday (:
meeting up with cousins first den go down tgr~
v long no see them le..
cos of my stupid packed schedule..

i am tired
but i want to at least finish something cos tml i wont be at home >.<

2008-11-20T00:22:00.002+08:00

我是小笼包!

hoho (:

massu is cute with his 小笼包 issues.
ryo is funny with his 不知道..
tegoshi is lovely with his 我爱你们~
shige is still as cool with his simple 谢谢(:
kei-chan is still good with speeches.. haha (:
yamapi is still the cutest to me >.<
hahaha.. (:

小笼包!!

2008-11-19T21:34:00.002+08:00

omg
i passed my btt >.<
lizhenggg really is my lucky star (:
sorry ar make u wait for me so long.. so so paiseh >.<
and and i put the wrong gender while applying -.-
now i am a "male" -.-
omg la.
the staff so unfriendly..
next time den i go ask them change ba >.<

i am so tired la.
still got assignments -.-
haizzzzzzzzzz ):

2008-11-18T18:18:00.002+08:00

quote of the day:
- he 's cute :3 -
hehehe..

who is he?
none other than the hairstylist who helped me with my hair today! >.<
well he isnt the one who is in charge of me, but he helped me a few times.
haha..
and i think he looks like Joe Zheng Yan Chang..
LOL!
seriously he is cute :3

imagine if i never go there for hair cut and treatment anymore ):
i will be very very sad ):
lols.
and and i cut my fringe today..
well dun really look different la.. only a bit shorter only..
lols.
he help me wash my hair!!!
LOL
okok -control-
>.<

i am so so tired ):
but still got assignments ):
haiz

2008-11-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

LOL.. camwhoring during DEUI!

>.<

me n darling lizhenggg

me n my darlings x3
lizhenggg enqiii

ME!!! >.<

tml going to pray my granny.. not going to school.. ):
and i think i am going to cut my fringe tml >.<
hope i dun look weird..

and and and!!!
MY NEWS CD IS HERE!!!
HOHO!!!
thx enqiiii (:

and and and and!!!!
- i hate my aircon -
it is leaking again!!!
hmph! >=(
i have to sleep without aircon.. and is totally omg la ):

2008-11-17T15:45:00.002+08:00

1 year ago....

17th nov 2007
something grand happened..
alhtough it was held in the virtual world, it was still a very memorable day (:
we are considered the most lasting pair.. cos the rest were like having problems now and then.
i managed to survive months without him, cos he had his important exams..
well when he came back, we are still as close (:
i am also amazed at our progress too.. lols..
there are times where i really missed him.. haha =x

17th nov 2008
as we all gradually temp left that virtual world due to exams and school, i tot we will not be as close as always.
even till now, he is still very dear to me.. a very close fren..
i would not expect much..
even if we remained close friend forever, that will be very good enough for me (:
i am amazed when he actually remembered this day.. haha.. i tot he have forgotton. lols!

- dear xx, happy 1 year anniversary- x3

to the other friends whom i know through online games, i have known you guys for a year plus already.. really glad we have became friends in real life... really glad i met u guys..

it isnt true that people online are bad..
well at least i met some really good ones (:

side note:
-xinyi married to enqi- [enqi's wishful thinking XD]

2008-11-16T16:24:00.003+08:00

omg la..
my friendster account got problem..
most of my friends are missing from my friend's list -.-
well add me back if u see i am no longer in your friend list..
haiyo..
maybe i should go facebook le -.-

2008-11-15T19:54:00.002+08:00

lols! still at enqi's house...
i feel so useless la..
she over there code code code..
i over here blog blog blog!
lols.
so very dui bu qi ta!
lols!

2008-11-15T11:39:00.002+08:00

i know you guys have been reading my blog..
well i wont take back what i said last night.. since it is a fact that things are getting quite unfair..

it is quite a sad thing.. from being close friends till the position we are at now.
after talking to ben, we both felt disappointed..
he was trying to do the RIGHT thing, yet someone say she will do the same thing to him too.
tell me, wth is this..
you guys may think we are making a big fuss out of nothing..
but have you guys ever reflected..
i admit i have changed.. after everything..
but dont you guys think that you guys have changed too?
maybe i PMS or whatever..
maybe after a while i will go "nah it's ok.. i forget everything already".

lalalala~
i just like ranting..
not happy, just SHOO..

i'm meeting my lovely cousin dears next sat <3
cant wait (:

2008-11-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

i wish the 2 of you "all de best"
well i dun think u 2 will last... aww.. maybe u will? i dunno :3

since this is how you do things, fine.
i dun see a need for me to continue helping you.
get someone else to do all this shitty job.
it isnt a job in de first place; i wasnt paid to do it
i tot my "FRIEND" would be glad to have some help.
but it seems like this "friend" of mine dun show me that my help is being appreciated.

call me unreasonable; dislike me; hate me; ban me; whatsoever.
I DUN CARE!!!
u 2 can go happy tgr; i oso dun care.
it isnt as if i have no other friends.
dun come asking for my help again u idiot!
BAKA!

everything i say, you cover. always can cover. it will always turn out to be MY fault.
in school oso like that, now here oso like that..
since you like to cover, let you cover lo.
i am just going to leave u 2 along.
heck care what u 2 will be doing.
f off -.-

bedtime.. tml chiong assignment again..

2008-11-13T23:20:00.002+08:00

omg ):

now i feel that 24hrs isnt enough for me..
so many assignments.. and i aint getting enough sleep ):
well you know i am a pig =/ need sleep very long de~

today got another 2 assignments.. one is DEUI assignment 2...
another is WLPG assignment 1... and it dues in 2 weeks!!
totally omg la!
why mr. yip don;t release earlier -.-
2 weeks leh!
i am still working on my DSAL assignment...
den next week need chiong JSPG assignment..
and i still got my BTT on wed~.~ hope i pass la ):

ok la i go sleep le..
tml still got skit~.~
haiz ):

2008-11-13T10:41:00.003+08:00

i am sorry for not answering the phone or replying your goddamned smses..
maybe it is because i was in the toilet? and queuing up for lunch when you smsed?
i don;t see why is there a need to suddenly sms me something like " i dun really like you ._."
it is so damn rude.
as if i like you like that -.-

STOP ALL DE KILLER SMSES!!!!!!
COS I ALSO DUN REALLY LIKE YOU!!!
SHOOO!!!

SHEESSSSHHHHH!!

i will try to answer my phone or reply smses..
SORRY LOR!!!!!

2008-11-12T23:40:00.002+08:00

KILLER SMS!!!!

i really don't like you ._.

wtf -.-

so tired with assignments, now give me this shit..
goddamnit -.-
i should be the one saying this, you asshole.
people blackface, i whiteface!
you don't like me, just be it.. i dun need people to like me either!
scram!

-angry-

SHEESSSH!!!

-off to bed-

2008-11-09T23:01:00.003+08:00

photos from ytsd (:
[well didnt manage to upload all cos too many le.. XD]

1st photo! say YEAH to SINGAPURA!! LOLS!!

isnt this cool?! my pants like glowing in dark.. haha.. is de lighting inside The Merlion that caused it.. haha. look at my earring and leg band.. LOL! nice (: [but i look idiotic here.. LOLS!]

nice shot by cousin.. my side view.. glowing earring <3

lols even fingernails glow in the dark!!

inconsiderate auntie who used her phone to film video i think.. she was practically up close against the glass la..tourist oso cannot liddat de ma.. i waited for her hands to be out of the photo den i -snap- it -.-

jelly fishies.

underwater world (: -fishies-

bbq this and add sambal chilli = yum yum!
LOL >.<

on skyrider (:

omg look at the difference>.< i want to get darker! i am so damn white!!

dolphins (:

sunset at the beach <3

LOL funny us! at Sentosa 4D Magix.. fun place.. got water splash and strong gust of wind! and can see spiders climbing towards u! lols!! -hair stand-

(:

photos today (:

me n silly bro (:

the self-declared -golden egg- XD

=/

kk i go sleep lo.. this coming week is going to be a tiring and stressed and packed week ):
assignments ):
i duno how to do ):
-sigh-

2008-11-08T23:08:00.003+08:00

sentosa sentosa sentosa (:

wahaha i think i will be going there quite often..
i want to be a bit more tanned =/
well i will update de photos asap..
i am loading it into photobucket and there are tons of them to be uploaded >.<

btw i think i am going to jio ppl go sentosa play..
hahahaha..
who interested let me know (:
den i organize outing (:
wahaha!

2008-11-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

i took flu jab this afternoon after gems ):
now my whole body is heated up! =/
well always like that de la..
somemore tomorrow i going sentosa.. LOL
later faint den die =/

still rushin the DEUI report for enqi to continue..
lalala (:

i shall be blacker when i come back tomorrow.
LOL
or maybe i wont be =/

2008-11-06T23:56:00.002+08:00

sick and tired;

ok ok i am at fault;
happy?;
i shall be the bully; the bad guy;

it is not as easy as u all claim to be...;
it just isn't;

i noe why i get so emo at times..
sometimes i rather have someone who rants with me. rather den someone who goes against me.
just some times.. esp when i am not in the good mood..
even though i am wrong, is it just hard for u to just accommodate with me -.-

things arent going the way it is;
to be frank, i have thought of quitting school;
yaya childish and stuff;
but firstly i am not even interested in my course.. having de lousy GPAs.. struggling with assignments deadlines and not failing each semester..
and it just seems that i am unable to enjoy my school life;
everyday go school, got problem.

i just wished i could fly away..

i am having the sucky feeling... AGAIN..
maybe i should talk to mummy..

tml most prob going for flu vaccine.. since i got time after my GEMS.

love me? hate me? up to you.
i am sick and tired of this whole sh*t.
):

2008-11-06T21:38:00.002+08:00

(:
went dhoby ghaut to do DEUI assignment.
was secretly taking photos.. LOL
scared later de security come find us..
haha.

although didnt managed to get what we wanted..
but we really enjoyed ourselves, didnt we? (:

OMG!!!!! ):

2008-11-04T23:10:00.002+08:00

omg!! freak!!! >:(

this stupid lizard was in my bro's room..
den i dunno when did it actually crawled across from my bro's room to mine ):
i swear it is so damn disgusting la.. omg la..
i faster remove my clothes that were hanging behind my door ):

see that spot that i highlight?
yup is that disgusting fella there above my mitsubishi aircon..
(lols advertise a bit; my aircon is the one that jack neo advertise so much on tv and even taxis.. i think even in cinemas oso have.. haha.. the "super" save electricity one. LOL... ok random =/ )

lols BUT THE MAIN SUBJECT IS NOT MY AIRCON;
IS THAT FREAKING LIZARD WHICH IS INTERRUPTING MY SLEEP!! ):

[attempts to climb up my ceiling.. he failed in the anyway -.- )

believe me;
i DIDNT get so close to get this shot.. i was standing about 2 - 3 tables away.. i was using my bro's cam to zooooooom all the way.. LOL!
i mean; who wants to get so close to a freaking lizards..
well maybe some weird reptile lovers -.-

anyway that lizard is still running around.. i think he is lost -.-
gosh just dun come near me when i sleep ):
i wont want it dead;
i just want it AWAY from meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee;

i think i am just bored.. dunno wad to blog till i actually went to take shots of a freaking lizard on post on my blog... sheeeeesh!

2008-11-03T20:17:00.002+08:00

i tied my hair to schooool >.<
=O

i want to get the NewUrbanMale tank top..
but see the price first ba.. if too ex den jiu suan le >.<

I HATE ASSIGNMENTS!! ESP WITH SUCH SHORT PERIOD OF TIME!!!
):

2008-11-02T16:31:00.002+08:00

ystd i went out to take some photographs for my GEMS..
well i went Marina alone in the end.. haha but i find it really cool walking around all alone.. listening to mp3 with a camera in my hands..
i bet i really look like some tourist =/
well i went to visit best flen at work.. HAHA.. she psycho-ed me into getting a venti mocha frap when i actually wanted a tall size one -.-
well i continued walking and drinking my mocha frap.. when i finished den i continued shooting..
den later cousin came to accompany me to Henderson Park.. continued shooting.. lols..
den went back to Marina area to shoot the night shots..
got home around 11pm=/

anyway you can view the photos in my new photo blog
r3vealed

(:
probably going sentosa next weekend..

gosh all the assignments >.<
and i fell sick again -.-

2008-11-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

omg.
i am so tired.
leg pain after all the walking.
shall blog about wad i did today tomorrow (:

2008-10-30T14:23:00.003+08:00

):
i can only get my phone next week.. latest tues ):
i am so going to miss it..
and i cant believe i am going to survive on nokia n-gage over the weekend -.-
sheesh.

): ): ):

dunno why but i just dun feel like talking..
haiz.
maybe scared say wrong things? dunno =/

i want to go home now! ):

2008-10-30T10:06:00.002+08:00

haiz
hope my phone is ok..
hope later go fix den can get it back le. dun need to go back and collect another day

sad ):
my baobei sick);
haiz.

no mood for school ):
so many things..
so unexplainable.
some people say just say it out and i will feel better..
no matter how i have changed since young, i cant change the fact that i am an introvert.
once an introvert, always an introvert.
haiz.
i cant click well so easily with others..
that's me.
yaya i know, my temper is still bad..

oh just shuddup.

2008-10-29T22:21:00.000+08:00

omg my phone cant boot up ):
haiz..
those want to contact me can get my temporary number from msn..
i placed the number there..
sad la..
tml need go repair centre lo -.-

emo day

2008-10-29T11:10:00.002+08:00

i dunno why but today i am feeling real sucky -.-
perhap is the money issues? gosh i spent quite a lot of money since i stopped working.. i really should start saving and working already.

or maybe is cos of the upcoming deadlines for my assignments.. so many to be done in such a short time..

hmm i just heard something, and i dunno why some people can call people names which they do not know that actually it is quite hurting.. imagine if they are the ones being called that.. i dun understand why just because people dress differently, you will use different point of view to view that person.. i dun see why is there a need to make fun of people's dressing ba..

gosh... i wonder if i will create trouble for myself by blogging all this..
oh well whatever..

i guess everyone has a day that he/she feels real emo ba..
and i guess today is my emo day =/

2008-10-28T20:49:00.002+08:00

omg =.=
so paiseh -.-
haiz.

wad a day..
i want to slim down ):
lols well which girl dun want to be skinny and have nice bodyline -.-

so bored

2008-10-28T10:51:00.005+08:00

didnt blog about yesterday since i got stuff to do when i got home.. haha

went town around noon to find lizheng after she finish work.. went cineleisure for lunch.. den went bugis by bus.. it rained before we left cineleisure -.- we were drenched when we reached bugis.. haha..
den walked around.. i wanted to find new black pumps. but there arent any that caught my eye at bugis.. den lizheng got an overall there and i got a top there.. believe it or not the top i bought was only $10!! and it is not those lousy t shirt lo.. wahahahhah XD

so after walking around bugis, we decided to go back to far east. lols.
actually wanted to get same black pumps we saw, but no size le ):
so i got another one.. oso not bad la..
but we got the same bangles, hers is white while mine is black. (:

took neoprints (:

yaya i am still round ~.~

did some photoshop to this haha..

2008-10-26T01:39:00.003+08:00

just came back from 金曲奖 [singapore hits awards]..
sry for bad quality photo cos i wasnt really able to get clear ones.
will get some photos from mei soon ba...
saw Yoga Lin You Jia. LOL.. he was like so stiff while performing.. den he so 'high' when other stars are performing.. haha.. real cute.. den got once he receive de award, we all laugh at him (i laugh cos of his "blank" look XD), he replied, "what are you guys laughing at?"
hahahah
not much stars came anyway..
Mayday was really cool.. really high up the atmosphere..
Jade liu was cool too..
Fish Leong too (:

btw i watched High School Musical 3: Senior year this afternoon too..
haha.. (:

haha.. real tired ):
do the necessary things and off to bed i go (:

2008-10-24T10:56:00.001+08:00

2008-10-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

i hate it when people tend to judge others by appearance..
doesnt mean that someone who is nicer looking will have a better character, better attitude..
sometimes, you dun really know the person well, and yet you condemn that person..
i just hate it when people look at me differently, cos i act differently..
i know i am stubborn, but i am sure i am doing the right thing.. i know i cant let this matter just rest
at least i know where my mistakes are..
i am not trying to be all so proud about who i am...
but i really hope people can learn to look at others not just by the appearance only..
i dun like the way some people are looking at me..
i dun mind being the 'bad guy'..
but i dun want the 'good' guy to be so damn proud, thinking what he/she has done is correct.

this is my blog, i write what i want to write.

i shall rant in private.. i shall act ignorant. act blur. act innocent.

2008-10-23T08:42:00.002+08:00

lizheng's definition for being a gay >.<

he walks like a gay.
he talks like a gay.
he sits like a gay.
he acts like a gay.
conclusion: he is a gay.

lols..
so crappy.

2008-10-21T13:30:00.002+08:00

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!

*stares* she wears pink underwear today..
continue staring...

hahahahahha..
by perverted lizheng!

2008-10-20T16:04:00.001+08:00

lols testing..
end up teacher oso come take with us XD
lolsss...

LOL
LOL
LOL

funny sia... XD

2008-10-19T22:16:00.002+08:00

w0w i didnt know my new lappy can do these! lols.. play till no battery >.<

my twin?!?!
lols

this is quite nice (:
lols tml play with fren in school...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
XDDD

2008-10-19T16:06:00.000+08:00

new lappy..
happy (:

yet sad.. cos i am still being ignored...

2008-10-19T01:03:00.003+08:00

i am so tired..lols
went movie and shopping with my cousins just now (:
long time no see cindy le.. haha.. she was telling us about the horrible things that happen at her bro's wedding, which i didnt managed to go.. lols..

omg i am so damn pissed off right now..
and enqi knows why... LOL =x

go eat shit la...
damn it!
argh!
paiseh wad shit sia..

omg.. i am just so pissed now...
slaps*

2008-10-17T22:12:00.006+08:00

bye bye to red toshiba laptop.. ):
and hi hi to black asus laptop (:
well apparently i can get something with a better specs for a cheaper price, so why not? =/
erm this will be solely for school work.. home i will still be using this acer one..
probably choose one day go fix de fan for my acer one.. spoil le..
well it only has black, so.. =/
at least de material is better? not like my current one de paint drop off =.=
i will only get it on sunday.. wait for them to transfer to JP..

tml going out (:
time to doll myself up! wahaha!

appreciate what people have done for us...
dun try to compare...
dun show faces..
stop having the ::

"wa lau so lousy arh"

"it should not have turn out this way"

"huh like that ONLY arh?"

"they should have done more for me"

"why she get that and i get this...i think i deserve more"

"wa so no sincerity one"

[note all de singlish.. LOLS >.< ]
for goodness sake, use your BRAIN and think..
if really people dont have de intention of doing things for you, they wont even bother to do a SINGLE thing one lo.. you think people so free meh.. so bo liao make themself so busy de meh.. might as well sit down shake leg drink kopi eat roti =/ [it rhymes! lols]
you are not a kid anymore... learn how to solve your problems on your own.. dun always rely on people all the time.. everyone is busy with their own stuff already!
(just random ranting of the day =/)
and also... dun go hao lian-ing (show off) about what you do or where you go blah blah.. if someone tell me those, my response will be "SO WHAT?"... dun believe? try me (: i can say i am not someone who you would want to mess around with.. LOLS

note: i am not gangster ok.. i just not happy with people who think they are so smart when they are not lo.
ok enough for the day.. lol.. continue ranting another day =/

what must i do to not let u be angry? T.T

omg omg omg i am really so in love with YAMAPI<3!>

and NewS too!!!
gosh gosh gosh!

wow this is one long post O.o

i am having a bad day...

2008-10-16T09:16:00.003+08:00

haiz..
not really in the mood now..
still wondering if i should get a new laptop.. i will think that i am spending too much. but i really want a new laptop.. but i dun want things to get nasty in my family just because of this.. haiz..

ystd i slept at 9+pm... wasnt feeling really well.. a bit feverish(again -.-) and a bit of a headache..and end up i heard "生气到去睡觉". -.- and dad told me this morning that we will go get the laptop i want tonight.. i dun want them to buy it for me just cos i want it. if they really think there isnt a need den no need buy wad..

i feel like a spoilt brat.. i hate myself for throwing tantrums just because i couldnt get the things i want, yet i regret how i acted earlier after i got the thing i want..
i know my mum and dad have done and given me a lot, yet sometimes i dunno why i acted like that.. and i am not a person who is good in expressing how much i appreciate what my parents have given me..

haiz..
what a day..

the lesson i am having now, i dunno what the hell the lecturer is talking about.. although he did explain just now, but cant he repeat briefly how to start a project? -.-
my program was getting loaded when he was explaining.. sheesh..

i wonder, have i already forgiven them? have i put down everything? i think

2008-10-15T20:50:00.001+08:00

oh whatever.
i know it is hard to communicate with me.
whatever.
ya so what if i am sad.
i am just another spolit brat.
just leave me alone!

i am going to bed.
damn.

2008-10-14T22:35:00.001+08:00

well still not sure if i am really getting.. see how things go lo.. maybe tml free den go see see lo..

gosh so long no go sch, just 2 days i am already so tired.. haiz..

2008-10-14T13:37:00.000+08:00

lizheng::开学的第二天..
LOL

2008-10-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

(:

i wore sleeveless!? =O
lols..
have to try sleeveless ma =/

2008-10-13T16:14:00.000+08:00

first day of school..

sleepy =/
well my first day of school is ending in 15mins (:
shall blog more later when i get home ba.. lols..

i want a new laptop badly..
i think this sem's required programs will be quite heavy for my current laptop..
hais..
wonder if mum would buy for me =/

2008-10-12T22:22:00.005+08:00

一转眼, 明天就开学了..
这一个月来, 算放下很多事情了吧..
终觉得, 想那么多, 只让我自己根难过, 伤心...
有些事, 就算了吧..
我会慢慢放下的...

我呢..
先在只想快快乐乐地过我的生活..
家人, 朋友, 姐妹们都相处得好好的.. 不要再吵架了..
把书读好..
年尾能出国旅行...
希望有一天可以看到我的山下智久 [yamapi] <3

=/
out of the sudden just felt like typing chinese.. haha..
anyway school reopens tml..
kinda excited, scared, sad though..
going school is fine, but i just hate assignments.. lols..

seriously, sometimes i just hope i suffer from amnesia or something..
or perhaps never met some people..
but somehow, i felt that after being through these, i grew up a little..
i knew i am not a kid anymore.. i need to do it the "adult way"..

haha ok la go sleep le..
meetin lizheng for breakfast before school tml (:
haha finally can see her after sooooo long.. lols

anyway i am thinking of doing the ceramic perm perhaps next year.. just before chinese new year ba.. when my hair is a bit much more longer.. haha.. think only la.. maybe try the temp one see see nice or not first... (:

2008-10-11T17:18:00.003+08:00

i should* be on my way to my cousin's wedding now..
wearing the gown with my silver heels, clutch and styled- hair =/
haiz..
hope they have fun there..

school's starting in 2 days' time..

hits awards is in 2 weeks' time..

genting trip in 2 months' time..

lols!

2008-10-10T23:35:00.001+08:00

omg this is sooooo *loved*

@.@

2008-10-10T18:50:00.002+08:00

"我是山下智久"
"我爱你"
"你爱我吗?"
"你爱我吗?"
"OK 我爱大家"
"ok thank you"

isnt he just adorable? >.<
i just cant get enough of YAMAPI!

i dreamt of you last night (:
i hope i will see you in my dreams tonight again (:

2008-10-10T14:27:00.000+08:00

i want this earring =3

2008-10-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

hmm..
i have bee sleeping early these days..
well cos mum say so =/
on the other hand i can adjust myself to "school-mode" slowly.. haha.. "holiday-mode" means sleep late wake up late... when school start cant liddat le.. haha (:

ystd went out with cousin dearie <3
really appreciate her for accompanying me to get clothes (:
well managed to get 1 white tee with camera print.. will post picture again (:
another black blouse.. those satin material type de..
got a new black tube cos the old one loose le..
and another white lacy cut-in tank top..
didnt really see any nice tees.. perhaps next time hunt again ba..

must be thinking, why i keep complaining no money, yet i can go shopping right.. lols..
really got no choice.. i have to wear dull clothes..
and i only got a few at home..so mummy ask me get a few more back lo.. but using my own money =/
haha nvm la.. at least i did save money this holiday..
i still got to save and deposit into my bank..

school is starting in 4 days!
i am excited and sad at the same time..
LOL..
i am a weird person =x

❤ a look at yamapi a day, keeps my sorrows away ❤

2008-10-08T11:13:00.001+08:00

nice song (:

2008-10-07T23:19:00.001+08:00

oh ya..

i cant believe i managed to get into Psychology and Counseling for GEMs.. (:
although the class is a bit far, at least is the timing i want.. haha..
another GEMs i took is the revealing eye in digital photography..
sounds fun.. lols.

next sem is going to be real busy..
no more time to be playing around le...

going sleep le..
nitex..
i love you <3

YAMAPI CRAZE!

2008-10-07T22:10:00.003+08:00

YAMAPI YAMAPI YAMAPI!!
YAMAPI IS MINE!!! =X

haha out of the sudden, i thought of having a post footer for my blog..
and tada!!
of cos it is YAMAPI TIME!
anytime is YAMAPI TIME! <3

wahahaha..
i cant stop myself from loving you (:

tomorrow i am going out.. hehe.. watch movie with cousin dearie..
gonna get some clothes too ba..
since i got to wear dull clothes for quite some time..
hehe (:

yamapi is 23 yrs old and he is sooo super duper cute larh..
he had a change of hairstyle recently for his recent drama "code blue"..
and omg i think he looks like takuya kimura with that hair..

hehe going to sleep soon..
hope i dream of you tonight (:

):

2008-10-06T12:18:00.005+08:00

rant rant rant..
lols..
cant go poly gang bbq cos cant come home too late..
tml choosing gems.. hehe hope can get the modules i want..
i choosing with lizheng (:
hope can get in tgr.

i should really grow up.. why bother about things that make me unhappy. might as well use the time to do things that i am happy with.. let it go~ tomorrow will be a better day..

obsession >> YAMAPI! <3
aka yamashita tomohisa

*pouts*

2008-10-05T21:49:00.002+08:00

this feeling sucks..
totally sucks...

i dunno is i can trust them again..
i dun understand why such thing also cant tell each other..
maybe they treat me differently from the way i treat them...

it is time... to let go...
this time they really disappoint me..
i am like a toy to them...

heartless me

2008-10-05T16:14:00.004+08:00

just got back from the crematory..
mum cried >.<
well i didnt =/
but kinda sad when i saw it going in...
tml we are going back to collect the ashes..
and if i can make it, i can go my BTT (:
well if really cant den forget it le lo..
dad says should be lai de ji la...
hopefully lo..
means i need to read later...
haiz i am so damn tired... ):

2008-10-04T00:27:00.002+08:00

i know i am so un-filial ..
well i never say i am either.. =x

although i know somethings i wont be able to control, but i still feel sore about not being able to go my cousin's wedding after everything i have prepared.. my $100 over gown.. my shoes.. my bag.. my accessories.. yea i know there will be a chance to wear them, but when.. u cant expect me wearing a gown, shopping at orchard road isnt it.. haiz..

i think everything is fated, isnt it..
i am so damn heartless..
on the other hand, i know why my parents insisted that we go down and stuff, why they are so serious about this.. cos my relatives arent bothered with it.. even when my granny was alive, we were the ones visiting her most of the time..

i am really sad.. i was so excited about tml and next week..
seeing my cousin in suit and his wife in wedding gown..
gosh it will be a really nice scene..
at the end, all i can say is "how i wish i was there"

another thing is food.. i am suppose to eat vegeterian for 49 days! i am fine with it, but i am starting school soon.. am i suppose to line up and by the time i get my food, the bell is going to ring? haiz.. see how things goes ba.. i am so gonna miss the muslim stall's drumlets ):

and clothes.. i am suppose to wear dark colours... no colourful things... black white blue grey =/
i can understand these few days i need to wear like that.. but why even after that.. dun tell me later even shorts oso cant.. if really that is the case, so sorry but i am going to defy that.. i where got so many long pants -.-

haiz.

first oct...

2008-10-01T17:18:00.003+08:00

all the planning i have prepared..
all the anticipation that i have...
they wont be of much use already..

i wont be able to attend my cousin's upcoming wedding this coming sat and next sat..
i might not be able to go for my basic theory test that i have prepared on monday..
i cant visit friends' house for the following 1 month plus..

although i feel this way, but i feel bad just thinking it this way..
1st oct.. a day to remember every year from now on..

you guys must be thinking, wad exactly happened..
my granny just passed away this afternoon..
hence all my plans are gone..
however, i hope she can rest in peace...
these few days there will be funeral at my void deck.. i think i will have to stay there ba..

omg i sound so bad ):

2008-09-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

hehe bought the guess bag at OG today.. haha got 20% discount!
muahahaha..
happy happy (:

meeting PRB tml (:
not sure where we going yet =/

2008-09-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

went shopping with mummy..
she got me new compact powder, concealer, eyebrow pencil and lipstick (:
went hunting for bags...
we saw 3 different brands, Coach, Gucci, Guess
but same colour.. lols..
design oso a bit different
i like the guess one >.<
maybe i ask her if i can get it tml.. haha XD
she not sure want which one yet though..
all oso nice la..
but i think the coach one nicer? =/

2008-09-26T19:08:00.005+08:00

hehe watch this..

and this..

yuan lai de woman who did de advertisement for the candy is the mama in ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni.. haha.. 陈林西施女士儿..

LOL =x

2008-09-25T22:13:00.004+08:00

my adidas watch de strap break le ):
this watch pei me since sec 3 leh..
going 4 years le =/
sad sad sad ):

see the stitches? lols i go sew it up =/
hmm dunno should get a new watch ma=/ i still got my baby-G de.. but that is white in colour. haiz.. maybe get a cheap one to replace? i have no money ):
i want a personal shoe cabinet!

this is wad i have been "reading" these days >.<
i signed up for the trial practice for BTT on next monday..
well the actual test is just another week away!
*nervous nervous*
learn driving is ex =/

wow =O

2008-09-24T00:35:00.003+08:00

lols i dunno why de colour turn out like that >.<>.<

i got lil bro to take photo for me.. LOL!
need very long to really make it very nice -.-
i was planning to make this hair for the wedding dinner ~.~
but ned make very long!
arms very tired de..
and my hair very poor thing -.-
cos need pull and pull.. lols

2008-09-23T15:25:00.003+08:00

*GRINS*
hehe (:

hope can see many many idols there (:

trying out some nail colours and style.. haha..
looking for hairstyles for the wedding oso..

brought my lappy go see doctor =/
the guy say is the fan got prob..
he wanted to change a new one for me, but no stock -.-'
so he helped me dust de fan..
gosh very dusty inside lo.. i see le oso shocked..lols
he say see whether got sound or not..
if still got den wait for stock to come he will call me..
haiz..

金曲奖 here i come!

2008-09-22T20:23:00.004+08:00

wahahahahahhahahhaahhahaha

i am going to the Singapore Hits Awards 2008!!
oso known as 金曲奖 2008!!

woohoooo~~

reflection

2008-09-22T15:10:00.004+08:00

come to think of it, i have been really sloggish and stuff..
i couldnt get a job, and end up rotting myself away at home >.<
i promised to help out at home, but i am not helping at all.
i am sooo lazy to be frank =/
sigh..

hmm i am planning to go 金曲奖 which is held on de 25th Oct.. it is sat.. waiting for cousin to ask her parents if she can go.. confirm le den i go buy tickets.. luckily JP got sistic counter.. lols.

i should learn to reject people =/
i am not so "whatever" that people think i am..
people normally judge us from the outer layer of us most of the time, isnt it..
=/
i wonder how my friends look at me..
what kind of person am i to them..

2008-09-21T18:39:00.002+08:00

hehe

went shopping with family just now..
didi got clothes for the wedding.. didnt end up with suit anyway. lols.
mummy and i got shoes for de wedding..
and dad end up carrying all our stuff >.<
gosh =/
he say the shirt he saw very ex.. so dun want to buy.. haha..

now i got to study for my basic theory test which is coming in 2 week's time..
time passes so fast..
like only a few weeks ago i sign up for it.. and now i am going to take de test~.~
hope i will pass >.<

my hair curl again-.-
sigh..
maybe like that i can tie my hair le.. XD

2008-09-20T00:16:00.000+08:00

ok.
i want to save money.
i need to get a new laptop =.=

2008-09-19T13:30:00.001+08:00

i am sick again -.-
down with flu..
haiz..
i am so weak~ T_T

2008-09-17T12:10:00.002+08:00

hmm..
this morning lizheng smsed me telling me her results..
and i am still very sleepy so i went to sleep..
i tot when i woke up then i go check.
actually i very scared la.. lols!
den later i really feel asleep ><
and...
i had a nightmare -.-"

<-- this was what happened-->
i read lizheng's sms.. but went back to sleep cos i am still sleepy..
it is 8+ in de morning >.<
and when i woke up, i switch on my comp to check my results..
as i entered my spice userId and password, my heart was jumping real hard...
and when i click to view my results, TO MY HORROR...
i only PASSED 1 module! out of the so many modules!!
i totally stoned there, wondering how to tell my mum..
i started hallucinating, keep thinking HOW HOW HOW..
i dun want to repeat another semester..
i was panickin.. dunno wad to do..
i kept reading the result page, hoping that i read wrongly..
lols..
and...
i woke up =.="

luckily it was a nightmare..
so when i really went to see my results, i was really scared >.<
=/

2008-09-16T12:47:00.003+08:00

loves x33

sigh i am so so BORED~~!!!
>.<
i am rotting away at home.. haiz..
i want something to do! rawr!

results coming out tml~ >.>
gosh i scared!!
T_T
please let me pass..